I felt bad about not posting much recently and I had my mind set to write episode 4 of the tales of loss series. I have gotten down to some of the harder ones to write. Some are just emotionally difficult and some are also a little hard to explain. I have an idea to write 3 more in the series and just lump some of the loss together since it happened due to fall out. Anyway, I was going to write the next episode today. The one that got away. I knew it would be emotional but also healing. So I got done what I needed to and I picked up my phone to write and saw an instagram notification. The brother of the one that got away is now following me. I don’t know why. But it wasn’t an accident. It has been an hour. Still following.
This shouldn’t get in my head but it does. Just enough for me to not write that blog today.
It will come later. I am not trying to ignore this blog or just promote my YouTube channel.